Tag: #loneliness

Words and Loneliness

I know this. I know that loneliness can be strong. Can appear when you’re surrounded and when you’re alone. Can appear suddenly in times of happiness. Like a tsunami bursting through the peace and rest of the night. Tranquility. Turning all to chaos and stealing beings from their slumber. Replacing them with sadness. Loneliness can swallow you. Anchor you deep into darkness.

I know this too. That loneliness is lifted by time spent in God’s Word. Not just in prayer but in His Words. Turning to Him. Talking with Him. Listening to Him. His Word holds many Treasures.

I am so grateful for His Word. Brings me life. His Life. Light.

Another Being

Sometimes the loneliness I feel is so strong it seems as though it is another being in and of itself… Tied to me… So strong it seems like my soul is reaching out and has already found my other half before the rest of me has and is saying “he’s right there…he’s right there”…

But… I’m not sure I believe in soulmates and other halves anymore…

Where I’ve been has not been of The Light… That wonderment and excitement at the idea of another half, my half, my partner has diminished… Not extinguished…

So in an effort to keep that beautiful hope alive and inextinguishable… I will wait… Wait on The Light…

I’d rather feel the lonely and be alone than be with another and have the wonderment and excitement extinguished…