Sometimes the loneliness I feel is so strong it seems as though it is another being in and of itself… Tied to me… So strong it seems like my soul is reaching out and has already found my other half before the rest of me has and is saying “he’s right there…he’s right there”…
But… I’m not sure I believe in soulmates and other halves anymore…
Where I’ve been has not been of The Light… That wonderment and excitement at the idea of another half, my half, my partner has diminished… Not extinguished…
So in an effort to keep that beautiful hope alive and inextinguishable… I will wait… Wait on The Light…
I’d rather feel the lonely and be alone than be with another and have the wonderment and excitement extinguished…