Desire

I err in where I put trust… Always against my gut instinct… Trying to understand myself and why I have this contradicting behavior, I have come to believe it is because I desire to trust others, humans, and not that I don’t trust my gut instinct… Desire can steer us wrong, me wrong, on many levels… We attribute desire primarily to a sexual appetite… However, desire appears and disappears for many reasons… I mustn’t allow desire to steer the wheel…. Often times it’s one of two things: simply the wrong direction, or it creates a direction that will be a difficult difficult path to take (sometimes a rewarded end and sometimes a need for reversal)… I only need to trust One, in reality… He is always the same and His words are love… As for humans, I must learn to listen and respect my gut — not placing trust in some while accepting that is ok, and with peace and gratitude allowing myself to have trust in a small few while being kind to us both, during tough times, as we are all human